I'm caught between two left too stupid to realize that two is too many and not better than one and one and one is two and I don't understand that either because I feel that one outweighs the other making one and one three but that makes no sense and that's just my point I'm too dumb and numbed to make sense of one and one and if I were only smart enought to realize that to remove one would leave me with one I would have everything and not only two.